Well I cannot quite believe its week 9! And I've had a fundraiser, a Christmas card from Gary Barlow, signed book from Scoobius Pip and a call from Paul Danan. What a few Chemo months.
Card with no less than six kisses - technically love from Gary Barlow.
Book and its great and I love it from lovely Laura Strong signed by Scoobius.
Seriously will get the Paul Danan voicemail clip up ASAP as its genius.
Its now time to ramp up the celebrity following I feel. Anyone who knows a celebrity who would like to send a tweet, video well wish message or would like to send me a Christmas, get well or birthday card (don't forget its January 12th I turn EEK 31) then I am ready hahaha. I think its time for another real life story for the Evening Standard or Take a Break!
Anyway back to week 9! Its not been a terribly bad week, have had three days of Chemo, the second day wasn't brill as they didn't give me extra anti-sickness drugs so felt a bit of nausea but the rest of the time the Chemo has been fine and I feel OK just not myself, Chemo'fied I keep saying and its the only way to describe it.
Its not the actual Chemo itself though that is the fucker, its about 7-10 days after when it starts to take effect and drains me. Then the side effects kick in and I'm due for more GCSF injections. The thing I hate is I just don't know how I am going to feel. I sort of have an idea but don't know.
Right now, I feel like I am living out an ongoing groundhog day. I am sick of it really but know its the only way to get better but doesn't make it any easier. I'm not going to lie, I am really missing going out especially during Christmas time and Monday was wonderful all my friends got together for the charity auction but I was so gutted for want of a better word that I couldn't be there, a tear or two was shed but does that make me selfish, I don't know. Don't get me wrong, I was so appreciative of the money raised and everyone getting together, I just miss everyone and being out!
So next week I just have one day of Chemo on Wednesday then I am done for the month but fear not, I have a bag of tablets to keep me entertained with around eight for breakfast, five for lunch, three for dinner. YUM.
Just have to stay well now. Am rather excited as going to my friend Laura Burch's house tomorrow to stay for the weekend so we will watch Home Alone 2 and the Take That Progress DVD PLUS X Factor final, yay!
